It's Not Like...

I'M SCARED!!!!
My aunt will have the Caesar around two o'clock.
And the baby will be here soon.

In one side I want to sit by her side when it's the time.
But in the other side, I'm WAY TO SCARED to be there!

I mean it's not like I'm a coward or what!
It's just I don't want anything happen to them!
Both of them are really precious to me!

My aunt is like my mother, and I think the baby will be like... my sister I guess?
Any way, I just don't know what to do.
All I can do now is praying.


May the God be with them and bless them!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!!

My aunt will give a birth tomorrow.
I know it's a good thing, but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!

I'M SCARED!!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO????!!!!!
SMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME!!!!

Please, STOP!!!!

I met a guy, let's just say that he's my other dad in my other life.
I never think that he would be the same boat with me.
Let's just say that both of us were forced to grow up.

It might not a really bad thing, but it gave us way too much pressure!
Sometimes it feels like we are not supposed to be who are.
I mean, is it wrong to be who you are??
Is it wrong to have your life??

I.... It's not... I just... ARGHH!!!

I just can't stand it!!!
I don't want to see the test result!!!
I'm WAY TO SCARED!!!!

It's not like I'm not confidence with my answer!!
What makes me scared is what if my answer sheet got error???

ARGGGHH!!!!
It's been a couple days since I have a real good night sleep!
Thanks to all this test thing, I can hardly get enough sleep!!

Hardly Believe It!

I always though that I'm all alone in my class.
I didn't mean it literary!
I mean, sometimes I feel like no one could understand me just because I'm different!

Anyway, we were all went out to the beach yesterday.
Let's just say it is for the last time we have fun together.

I'm a type of person that just can't stand watching the beach without getting wet.
So, several guys in my class and me decided to start the party and jump right to the beach!
Guess what?
We all get wet XD

Well, the fun is just start!
We decided to drag along the girl and throw them to the water!
We throw them without thinking about anything at all.

I mean what the worst thing will happen?
It's just a sallow water!
They would just run after us trying to have a revenge!


Any way, after doing all the stupid things in the sea, we all got starved to death.
Luckily, the fishes has all ready to be eaten by a pack of starving and wet student!

I still can't believe that I can actually have fun with my classmates.
To all of my classmates and my homeroom teacher, I would like to say thanks to you guys.
That is one of the most greatest day in my life!