Yesterday there was some sort of farewell party in my school and I have to be the MC. So, I have to stay in school from 8 a.m. The party it self start at 5.30 p.m. Pretty tough, huh? Well the teacher allow me to go home for about 1 hour to prepare my self for the party. Knowing that my aunt place is way to far, I decided to go to my comic rent so I can take a bath.
Maybe it sounds kinda weird, but that's the truth. Well, since i'm a gamer, I didn't need a lot of time to take a bath and prepare my self. I think it only take around 15 minutes to do it. Since I still have around 45 minutes left, I decided to continue my game. For some people, playing game for 45 minutes may seems awkward. But as a gamer, 45 minutes will be a waste if you didn't use it to play.
Anyway, when the clock strike at 4 p.m. I have to head back to school. The party has not start yet, but I have to be there for a quick meeting.
When the party started, first thing that crossed in my mind is i'm dead. I'm so dead. That's because I have the whole stage for my self and I was way to nervous to think about what I should say. In other word, last night is really a mess. And the party that supposed to end at 9.30 p.m. somehow ended up at 10.30 p.m. It might be a mess, but somehow I enjoy it.
I'm tired and I didn't have enough sleep. And just to make it worse, my friend text me in the middle of the night.
I was starting to pissed of that time, but then when I read the text, that anger is gone. That's just a short text. Saying a happy b'day. At that time, all the bad things seems like nothing. All I could feel is a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart. And even though I hate to be waken in the middle of the night, that one is really special.
Well, I have to be waken 4 times in a row for the same kind of message.
It's pretty obvious that I ain't got enough sleep cause when I wake up, my head is pounding pretty hard. But since I got a test, I have no choice except to in out there and live my life. Done with the test, i'm heading to my comic rent to play Kingdom Heart 2. I somehow manage to finish it before the sun set. But before I could celebrate it, my brother call and practically yelling at me to get to the hotel because my aunt want to celebrate my bday.
And after that, everything is practically ruin. Stripper's mom keep joking around about stuff. Saying that i'm not supposed to put that kind of face on my bday.
Like hell I would listen to her! How am I supposed to put an un-annoyed face when i'm annoyed! And she just way to dense to realize that she's the reason why I look so annoyed.
And that's conclude my not-so-happy bday!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
First, Second, Third, and...
O...kay...
Let me tell u a story about a girl who have to stay with her aunt.
Once upon a time, in the eastern side of Bandung, there lived a girl who have to live with her aunt. No, her parents is still alive. You be wondering why she had to live with her aunt. The reason is actually pretty simple. She moved to Bandung in order to continue her study to a higher degree. And since she barely 15 when she moved to Bandung, she has no choice except to stay with her.
As the day went by, her live starting to get worse...Her belonging that she bought with the money that she has. First a RAZER Moray headset (400k IDR), second her V-Pet (350k IDR), third Memory card for PS 2 (not even close to 60k IDR), and the last one is her Oral-B toothbrush (LESS than 20k IDR).
Live is not so fair for her. But there's nothing that she can do. She's beg the God but there's nothing happened. Day passed and nothing had change. Until one day, her father came and told her to move out with her brother.
BUT WILL IT BE POSSIBLE???
Let me tell u a story about a girl who have to stay with her aunt.
Once upon a time, in the eastern side of Bandung, there lived a girl who have to live with her aunt. No, her parents is still alive. You be wondering why she had to live with her aunt. The reason is actually pretty simple. She moved to Bandung in order to continue her study to a higher degree. And since she barely 15 when she moved to Bandung, she has no choice except to stay with her.
As the day went by, her live starting to get worse...Her belonging that she bought with the money that she has. First a RAZER Moray headset (400k IDR), second her V-Pet (350k IDR), third Memory card for PS 2 (not even close to 60k IDR), and the last one is her Oral-B toothbrush (LESS than 20k IDR).
Live is not so fair for her. But there's nothing that she can do. She's beg the God but there's nothing happened. Day passed and nothing had change. Until one day, her father came and told her to move out with her brother.
BUT WILL IT BE POSSIBLE???
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Score
Okay, exams is almost over and I still haven't got any will to open my book and start studying. It's always like that since the first day. Tomorrow is the last day and I still have no will. People call me weird for that. I mean for not studying for the exams. Hey, no offense, but what's the point of studying stuff that you didn't even want and need at all?
You might be wondering about my score. To be honest, they're not as bad as I imagine. As far, math is the worst one. I only manage to get 62 in that. And I kinda surprise that I manage to get 94 in the local language study. I mean, I'm not even from this place and I manage to get the highest score in my class? GET REAL!
When I got the result. I was so shock that I had to smack my self to make sure that I'm not dreaming. And when I said I smack my head, I really mean it.
Anyway... I gotta go now.
I'll post another post about my usual live as soon as possible.
BYE!
You might be wondering about my score. To be honest, they're not as bad as I imagine. As far, math is the worst one. I only manage to get 62 in that. And I kinda surprise that I manage to get 94 in the local language study. I mean, I'm not even from this place and I manage to get the highest score in my class? GET REAL!
When I got the result. I was so shock that I had to smack my self to make sure that I'm not dreaming. And when I said I smack my head, I really mean it.
Anyway... I gotta go now.
I'll post another post about my usual live as soon as possible.
BYE!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
I've Been Thinking About Something
Hiya... I just got back from a school program called CSW (Community Study Work) two days ago. I have a lot of fun in there. I do. And in that place, I was given some times to think about stuffs, mostly about my live.
At that time, we're staying at the villager house. I got no problem with that, but I'm really glad when I know that they're so welcoming. To be honest, it has been around six months that I lost the sense of being home. I mean, now that I currently staying at my aunt place, I realize that I never become a part of her family.
I'm not sure... but there's some sort of barrier between me and the other. A barrier that I haven't been able to walk through. People said that I'm a cheerful person. Someone who seems like she doesn't have any problem to think about. They might be right. But that's not the truth. That's not me. That's just the surface... the skin... the mask...
I know that I'm the one who make that impression, but I kinda hope that they could see the person who's hiding behind those fake smiles. It hurts to keep smiling. But if I don't, I could not see their smile.
I often think that it is okay for me to get hurt, as long as they didn't have to feel it. Then a good friend of mine came and told me that I was way too kind. When I heard that, all I could do is giving her a sad smile and telling her that I have no choice. At that time, she shook her head and called me a moron. I am not surprised when I heard that.I might be a foolish for making such a decision, but for me, it's ok to be hurt as long as those who I care about keep smiling.
Okay, back to the CSW thingy. At that time, the owner of the house that I stayed in, said that I'm a cheerful girl. I almost burst in to tear and tell her who am I really are. But I can't, can I? I mean, telling her the truth would only break her heart and I only have one more day left in there.
After I go back from Pangalengan, I go back to my boring live. Leaving my family in there, facing the strangers in back here.
At that time, we're staying at the villager house. I got no problem with that, but I'm really glad when I know that they're so welcoming. To be honest, it has been around six months that I lost the sense of being home. I mean, now that I currently staying at my aunt place, I realize that I never become a part of her family.
I'm not sure... but there's some sort of barrier between me and the other. A barrier that I haven't been able to walk through. People said that I'm a cheerful person. Someone who seems like she doesn't have any problem to think about. They might be right. But that's not the truth. That's not me. That's just the surface... the skin... the mask...
I know that I'm the one who make that impression, but I kinda hope that they could see the person who's hiding behind those fake smiles. It hurts to keep smiling. But if I don't, I could not see their smile.
I often think that it is okay for me to get hurt, as long as they didn't have to feel it. Then a good friend of mine came and told me that I was way too kind. When I heard that, all I could do is giving her a sad smile and telling her that I have no choice. At that time, she shook her head and called me a moron. I am not surprised when I heard that.I might be a foolish for making such a decision, but for me, it's ok to be hurt as long as those who I care about keep smiling.
Okay, back to the CSW thingy. At that time, the owner of the house that I stayed in, said that I'm a cheerful girl. I almost burst in to tear and tell her who am I really are. But I can't, can I? I mean, telling her the truth would only break her heart and I only have one more day left in there.
After I go back from Pangalengan, I go back to my boring live. Leaving my family in there, facing the strangers in back here.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
The Game is On!
Okay, I'm terribly sorry for not writing for such a long time. But before you decided to kill me or anything, I'll have to tell you about my reason. Okay, here's the story:
Two weeks ago, I was really stressed with the wall magazine competition (which we won, by the way) and the story that I'm working on. Well, since I have to finish the story before reaching the deadline, I was working on the story like a madman. And because of that, I kinda have to cut my connection with the world for a while. When the deadline is already in front of my eyes, I made one of the craziest decision in my live, I end the first part with a freakin' cliff hanger that everyone love and hate in the same time.
After a few days living with anxiety, the time to give a "brief" presentation about my story has finally come. Most of my friends who have done the presentation only have to spend around 20 minutes for the presentation and Q&A session with my teacher. But when it's time for my turn, I have to talk at least 20 to 25 minutes about the story and another 10-15 minutes for the Q&A session. And just to make it worse, in the middle of my presentation, the head master of my school came to that room. Then my tummy start rumbling. Not because of the presentation nor the head master, it's more because of my sensitive tummy. Anyway, after tortured around 45 minutes by my teacher, I ask my teacher about my score. And she told me that I could get a perfect score IF I gave her the second part of my story by the end of May.
Well...that's what happen. To be honest, I kinda doubt my self whether I could finished the story on time or not. Because I kinda run out of idea, and Usagi-nii is way too busy with his exam, and Eiko is WAYYYYYYY too far.
OH GAWD!!! SOMEBODY PLEASE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!
Two weeks ago, I was really stressed with the wall magazine competition (which we won, by the way) and the story that I'm working on. Well, since I have to finish the story before reaching the deadline, I was working on the story like a madman. And because of that, I kinda have to cut my connection with the world for a while. When the deadline is already in front of my eyes, I made one of the craziest decision in my live, I end the first part with a freakin' cliff hanger that everyone love and hate in the same time.
After a few days living with anxiety, the time to give a "brief" presentation about my story has finally come. Most of my friends who have done the presentation only have to spend around 20 minutes for the presentation and Q&A session with my teacher. But when it's time for my turn, I have to talk at least 20 to 25 minutes about the story and another 10-15 minutes for the Q&A session. And just to make it worse, in the middle of my presentation, the head master of my school came to that room. Then my tummy start rumbling. Not because of the presentation nor the head master, it's more because of my sensitive tummy. Anyway, after tortured around 45 minutes by my teacher, I ask my teacher about my score. And she told me that I could get a perfect score IF I gave her the second part of my story by the end of May.
Well...that's what happen. To be honest, I kinda doubt my self whether I could finished the story on time or not. Because I kinda run out of idea, and Usagi-nii is way too busy with his exam, and Eiko is WAYYYYYYY too far.
OH GAWD!!! SOMEBODY PLEASE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!
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