People said that I'm strong. But to be honest, I didin't really agree with that. I don't think that I'm strong, I am not. I'm just a pretty good liar that could make people think that I'm strong.
It might sound stupid, but that's the truth. The reality. And guess what? After years of doing that, people really fall for it. And now since they're buying it, they left me alone because they think that I can make it without them.
Guess what? I can't. It hurts too much when they leave me behind. When they're laughing while I'm sitting in the corner. Maybe it's sounds selfish, but I want them to realize how lonely is it. I want them to walk to me and take my hand. But now, it seems pretty much impossible.
I wish that they realize that I'm lonely, but I also didn't want them to fuss around me. I hate it. If you think that it's complicated, that you're right. Even I could not really understand what the heck is going on.
