YAAAAYYYY!!!!!!

THE BABY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT A SISTER!!!!!!


YEAHHHH!!!!!

It's Not Like...

I'M SCARED!!!!
My aunt will have the Caesar around two o'clock.
And the baby will be here soon.

In one side I want to sit by her side when it's the time.
But in the other side, I'm WAY TO SCARED to be there!

I mean it's not like I'm a coward or what!
It's just I don't want anything happen to them!
Both of them are really precious to me!

My aunt is like my mother, and I think the baby will be like... my sister I guess?
Any way, I just don't know what to do.
All I can do now is praying.


May the God be with them and bless them!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!!

My aunt will give a birth tomorrow.
I know it's a good thing, but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!

I'M SCARED!!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO????!!!!!
SMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME!!!!

Please, STOP!!!!

I met a guy, let's just say that he's my other dad in my other life.
I never think that he would be the same boat with me.
Let's just say that both of us were forced to grow up.

It might not a really bad thing, but it gave us way too much pressure!
Sometimes it feels like we are not supposed to be who are.
I mean, is it wrong to be who you are??
Is it wrong to have your life??

I.... It's not... I just... ARGHH!!!

I just can't stand it!!!
I don't want to see the test result!!!
I'm WAY TO SCARED!!!!

It's not like I'm not confidence with my answer!!
What makes me scared is what if my answer sheet got error???

ARGGGHH!!!!
It's been a couple days since I have a real good night sleep!
Thanks to all this test thing, I can hardly get enough sleep!!

Hardly Believe It!

I always though that I'm all alone in my class.
I didn't mean it literary!
I mean, sometimes I feel like no one could understand me just because I'm different!

Anyway, we were all went out to the beach yesterday.
Let's just say it is for the last time we have fun together.

I'm a type of person that just can't stand watching the beach without getting wet.
So, several guys in my class and me decided to start the party and jump right to the beach!
Guess what?
We all get wet XD

Well, the fun is just start!
We decided to drag along the girl and throw them to the water!
We throw them without thinking about anything at all.

I mean what the worst thing will happen?
It's just a sallow water!
They would just run after us trying to have a revenge!


Any way, after doing all the stupid things in the sea, we all got starved to death.
Luckily, the fishes has all ready to be eaten by a pack of starving and wet student!

I still can't believe that I can actually have fun with my classmates.
To all of my classmates and my homeroom teacher, I would like to say thanks to you guys.
That is one of the most greatest day in my life!

Hair Cut!!!

Hahahaha!!!
I don't really know what is actually in my mind!
I just realize that I end up in the bathroom with a scissors in my hand!
(Don't worry, I'm not planning to commit a suicide!)
And after a few minutes with a blank mind....
TAADAAA!!!
I have a new hair cut!
I cut my hair a little bit.

In one side I want my parents to realize it, but in the other side, I rather not!
Why??
Because they would probably KILL ME!!

What's Gotten to ME?!

Today at school, I just dunno what's gotten in to me.
I mean it's not a bad thing!
It's just...
Okay, here's what happened

My teacher call me and my friends who were in the same group with me yesterday.
At first I though he's going to say something important or what!
It turns out that he want us to play another songs in front of the other kids.
Well... I didn't want to do that at first, but my friends just suddenly yes!
Crap, seems like I have to do it again!
But first I have to make my teacher promised that he won't lower our scores if we made a mistake.

And here's come nothing!
We play, they give us applaus.

Hey, not bad!
Let's just say that this is a good experience since I (as long as I remember) never sing in front of the publics.
And guess what?
It's not as bad as I though!

Anyway, my teacher sudddenly ask us to perform in the prom night party.
And my answer is a big NO!
Eventhough I enjoy it, I just can't stand the croud!
Everytime I have to perform something, I was just to nervous and I will forget everything!

Well, until now I just don't get it!
I just don't get why we have to play again at prom!
HELL NO!

DON'T PUSH ME!!!!

Well, just like I've told you before when all those teacher came late, it is reasonable to protest right???
I actually did that!

And guess what?
My teacher is just take it easy and say sorry for coming late.
But my other f**kin' teacher, who's not there at that time (she's actually came way much LATER than the other teacher), just yell at me and I'm not supposed to protest!

WHAT THE F**K!!!!
IT IS OBVIOUS THAT I GIVE THEM A PROTEST RIGHT!
It is just not fair that we can speak our mind!
I mean, I know that they're our teacher and we're their student, but it's just not fair!
Why can they speak out their mind but we can't?
It's kinda unfair you know!

Any way....
I acidentally cry in front of her.
But it's not because I'm sad or what!
It's more like I'm angry!
I just can't hold it much longer!
Everytime I see her face, it feels like she want to screw my entire life.
I can't just simply express it by words!
I mean you should actually see it by your own eyes!

Well...
I guess that does it for today.

My dad will absolutely kill me if I saty longer!
But don't worry!
I'll try my best to stay in touch with my blog.

What the...

Guysss!!!
I just don't get it!!!
They told us to gather in this f**kin' class at 7.30 SHARP.
And now is already 8.35 and they're not here yet!!!
What a SURPRISE!!!

I wish I'm not here right now!!!!

First Phase

2 April, I'm finnaly free from the first round!!
It seems quite obvious that my fight is not over yet.

I think my goverment just didn't want to let us lve peacefully after all!