Fucking Teacher - Challenging Ass - Passion - Target

Hmm... I hate that fucking teacher. I'm sure about that. I just wanna be honest by telling him that I'm handling the subject just fine until he start pushing me over the limit by trying to state that I am not capable with the subject. And as you might already guess, I rather die than showing him what he actually want. So I don't really now what the heck is happening all I know is both of us is start yelling to one another and at the end, when he lost with my argument, he start telling me not to raise my voice to a teacher like that. Well... I won't raise my voice to the ones that I respect as a teacher or some sort of it. But him? I would NEVER respect him like one of them. A kid I might be, but I'm gonna let my voice out to what I believe is right. If he think that he would say yes to what I do not believe, he make such a damn mistake!

Anyway, one of my respected teacher ask me and my friend to make an article about water for the future. I kinda get the idea to write about the energy that we could use from the water. The idea is actually given by a friend of mind. So I start to write down the point of what I'm trying to write. But then, before I even finish writting half of my whole idea, I realize that I lost my passion to write. Or at least the passion is not as strong as how it was back than.

I don't know whether it's because of the topic or what. All I know is I didn't really enjoy writting as much as I did. I was kinda hoping that the passion would grow stronger in no time. But until that time, who know?

Hear My Prayer(?)

'...people always tell me that this's part of the plan, that God got everybody in his hand, but I can only pray that God is listening. Is he listening?...'
That one belongs to 'The World is Black' by Good Charlotte. I think that song is the perfect one for my condition. I kinda hope that I don't have to go to school today, and seems like that the God really hear my prayer, I was kinda happy. But the problem is, my friend text me just a while ago. Telling me that our scedule has change. And since i'm leaving for bandung tomorrow (which means I'll enter the school at friday), my friend told me that we're gonna have history for the first and second hour.

I have to tell you that I like history, but not the teacher. To be honest, he's SUCK! And just to make it worse, he also gonna be the replacement teacher for sosiology.

At that time I kinda get the feeling that this's my punishment from the God for not entering the school tomorrow and today.

Do I have To?

January 4th is here and tomorrow the school start. I like my school. I do like it.But still, I get this kinda lazy feeling I always felt whenever the school about to start. I won't mind coming to school tomorrow, but the idea of having math for the first day of school after a week of vacation is doesn't sound good to me. Not at all to be honest.

I have to admit that I want to skip school tomorrow. I was way too lazy to get my ass back to Bandung. I've text my friends that in case I don't come to school tomorrow, that would be because I'm still in Jakarta. Hmm... skipping school doesn't seems to be a good way to start a new year.

Oh God! It's such a hard decision to make! I still wanna have my vacation! I still wanna play with my cousins! I still wanna sleep lazily in bed!

But in the other hand, I also wanna go to school! I wanna meet my school family! I wanna do some idiotic stuffs with them!

What should I choose!