I'm Begging You

Jakarta, 25/02/2012 10:09 PM

Dear Lord,
I knew that you already know that I only have a little faith in you. But today, please allow me to ask you to do somethings. Please put him in heaven. Please protect his family. Please fill their live with joy and happiness. Please give them the strength to get through all of these. Please give them the courage to accept what's just happened.
I do realize that I have no right to ask for those things. But please. He's like a father and a brother for me. He's been helping me all these times. I would never be me if it's not because of him. I knew that there's nobody perfect in this world. I won't deny it. But without him, my live would be even more unperfect.
If I could still ask you, please give me the chance to talk to him for the one last time. Even it's only in a dream. I haven't ask for his forgiveness upon all the mistakes that I've done to him.
His daughter is probably way too young to understand this. Please give her the strength and courage to support her mother. And once she's grow up, please leave some of the memories of her father. Please don't make her forget all about him.

I'm begging you Lord,




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