Yes. I am mentally tortured by all my ass in school. But just like a wise ass guy said, "Every cloud has a silver lining".
Maybe, they're probably right. I mean, as stupid as I might sound, I enjoy being drowned in my assignments. Well, it's not like I'm a straight-A-student. To be honest, I didn't like most of the tasks. But doing those stuffs, drowned in them, often makes me forget about how lonely I am right now. Pathetic huh?
I know that I sound like a middle aged guy who just broke up. But hey, that's the truth. Working makes m stay away from things that I don't wanna think about. Just like writing.
Unfortunately, writing need something a bit more... uh... I'm not sure how to say it, crucial things? I mean, I do realize that I could express my self better with writing, but if I just write without having any idea what would happened next, that'll be totally useless because I'll drop that project in no time. And once I drop the project, it'll take ages for me to get the mood and the idea to continue it. Sucky, huh?
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