Not a Coward

Everytime I see the rain fall from the sky
it always remind me to the past

I remember wasting time
watching as the time fly by

Looking aftere my brother
hoping that I'll pass him one day

Day after day I waste
waiting for the opportunity to be like him

When I finally get the opportunity
I'm excited and scared at the same time

Would I be able to survive?
Am I gonna make it?

Tear start to fall on my cheeks
I started to cry

I cried in silince
I don't want anyone know

Day after day I cried
Lurking in the dark covered in tears

Realizing that I'm not brave enough
I decided that I need a hand

My guardian angel came
Saving me from all this pain

Telling me that I'm not a coward
Building up my confident

And now
The day is finally come

The day where I have to face the decision I made
The day that I'll never regret