SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!!!!

I don't think I'll ever feel such a thing called 'peace' anymore. No offense, but that's the truth.

As you can see, I'm currently staying at my cousin's place. Today when I walked to Bang Ibam's room(Dina's older brother), I saw Dina playing Wii. You know what? I really want it. But that's not the point.

Anyway, not long after I came to that room, her brother, Bari, start kicking her for no reason. At least I don't know the reason that time. When the fight was going to start, Bang Ibam wake up from his slumber hand lock Bari Between his arm.

The fight start. Bari kick me a couple time while I was trying to protect Dina. My grandma came. Accusing that it's all Bang Ibam fault. So I told her what actually happened. Bari told her that the reason he did that is because Dina always put him under pressure. I just get silence when my grandma said that Bari is a sensitive kid that always keep everything inside. Hearing that, I want to yell at her and said that he's not the only one. But in my case, everyone are put me under the pressures.

I don't know whether this one suit it or not:

With a tear in my your eye
With a blood in my face
With the promise in our heart

With the pain that you feel
With the emptiness in my heart
With everything that we've done

With a cry that always be heard
With a cheer that never been heard
With a lies that we said

We cry and we look
We beg and we try
We finally realize everything that we lost